The Rawkwardness Podcast

We interview awesome musicians about why and how they first started playing music, they play us one of the first songs they ever wrote and we chat about their journey from awkward adolescent to enterprising adult. Along the way we talk pop culture, teen angst, nostalgia, personal growth and other tangential topics. We laugh, we cry, we get rawkward. Because Everyone Starts Somewhere.
Episodes
Episodes



Tuesday Oct 01, 2024
Ep.53 - Work “Islands”
Tuesday Oct 01, 2024
Tuesday Oct 01, 2024
Rose, Terence, and Tony talk to Julio Tavares and Joe Zizzo of WORK about Long Island, the mental health challenges of tour life, and their musical meet-cute. Stick around for a sneak preview of their new track "Islands," which comes out this Friday, October 4th.
Work on Spotify and Instagram
LLIIKKEEAAGGHHOOSSTT on Spotify and Instagram
The Sleeping on Spotify and Instagram
As Tall As Lions on Spotify and Instagram
Skycamefalling on Spotify and Instagram
Bob Moses on Spotify and Instagram
Odesza on Spotify and Instagram
Rawkwardness on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube
W Hotel Hollywood
Long Island, NY
Levittown - first suburb in America
The Mars Volta - Guitarist Omar Rodriguez Lopez
Viv Albertine - Clothes Clothes Clothes Music Music Music Boys Boys Boys memoir
The Slits
Chance the Rapper
PGA Tour Jacket
Aaron Copeland School of Music
Brand New
Taking Back Sunday
Long Island Hardcore Scene
Envy on the Coast
Soundwave Festival Australia
Rock and Roll Movers
Dillinger Escape Plan
The Buzzcocks
Madison Square Garden
Folsom Field
The Gorge
Sunny Day Real Estate
Santigold
Bo Burnham mental health
Post Malone
Everything In It’s Right Place - Radiohead
I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston
Ethiopian Jazz
Hyper-pop
Rage Against the Machine
Kramer vs Kramer
Twisters
Lime Light New York
Tunnel
Dance Hall
Show Me Love
Sand Storm
The Prodigy - Fat of the Land
Hip Hop Hurray



Tuesday Jul 30, 2024
Ep.52 - Johny Fisher & Aaron Martin (Okey Dokey) “Hoarding Husbands”
Tuesday Jul 30, 2024
Tuesday Jul 30, 2024
This week Rose, Terence, and Tony get somehow both silly and deep with Aaron Martin and Johnny Fisher of Okey Dokey about trying to impress girls with the wrong genre of music, smoking weed with your parents… or someone else’s parents, and good naturedly trolling famous people at South by Southwest.
Okey Dokey on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, and YouTube
Sol Cat on Spotify
Rawkwardness on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube
Waymore Guest House and Casual Club
Make a Wish Foundation
Bonnaroo
Breatharian
Quiznos - the weird commercials with the spongmonkeys
Furby
Hutton Hotel
Dave Matthews Band
Jack Johnson
Oasis
Campfire scene from Barbie
Caddo Indian mounds
Rivers of Babylon by Sublime
McLovin
Belmont University
The Flying Burrito Brothers
CMJ
Zella Day
Jive Talk the band
Our episode with Jive Talk
Bootleg Theater
Pianos in New York
Animal Collective concept
Lindsey Jameson - Ben Folds Five
The Love and Terror Cult - Charles Manson’s record that drove him crazy
The Love and Terror Cult - Aaron’s old band
Johny’s step dad on Spotify
MK Ultra
Teletubbies
Pharrell & Usher - at SXSW
Jim James
Forecastle Festival
Kings of Leon - legendary Bonnaroo cocaine performances
The fedora moment
The Orwells
Burger Records
Ira Glass quote
Justin Beiber’s Yummy
Father John Misty
Jam in the Van
Eric Andre
Leon Bridges
St Paul and the Broken Bones
Tiny Tim
Larry David
Donna Summer cancellation
Jonathan Rado - made an album with him
The Killers
Weyes Blood
The Lemon Twigs
Groundwork Coffee
An American Tail: Fievel Goes West
Jeepers Creepers 2
Monk with Tony Shaloub
Harry Terrell - Still Woozy - played on their record
Magic City Hippies - on the same tour
Kim Possible
Foxygen
Haim



Tuesday Jul 23, 2024
Ep.51 - Lauren Luiz (girlhouse) “Who Hasn’t Dictaphone”
Tuesday Jul 23, 2024
Tuesday Jul 23, 2024
In this episode, Rose, Terence, and Tony talk to girlhouse, a.k.a. Lauren Luiz, about early teen trama and why hormones are hard, her first band Tears of Mirth, her life-changing role in the revival of Spring Awakening, and why she will not rush the completion of her first full-length album.
Girlhouse on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, and YouTube
Rawkwardness on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube
WILD on Spotify
Revival of Spring Awakening on Broadway
Deaf West does Spring Awakening
Ali Stroker from Glee
Duncan Sheik - wrote the music for Spring Awakening
Actor’s Access
Wallis Annenberg Theater
Cody Lassen
The Color Purple with Cynthia Erivo
Performing at the Tonys
The Who’s Tommy (The Musical)
Christopher Walken - Does your mother sew?
Fender Newporter guitar - Fender California series
Joni Mitchell Blue - record store day exclusive demos from Blue
Toured with Copeland - Aaron Marsh
Baby Beluga
Future Music - guitar repair
Avril Lavigne
Huckleberry Festival in Oregon
Dictaphone
Jeff Buckley - drowned in a river
Hannah Connolly’s episode - we all cried
Tate McRae
Rick Rubin - The Creative Act - writing songs as a journal entry
Sabrina Carpenter
Yokelore



Tuesday Jul 16, 2024
Ep.50 - Alicia Blue “No One is Gonna Listen to This”
Tuesday Jul 16, 2024
Tuesday Jul 16, 2024
This week Rose, Terence, and Tony are back at the Waymore in Nashville with folk singer-poet Alicia Blue, talking about secret emo poems, the lost art of the mix tape, sensitivity as a strength, and wanting to be the next Jack Kerouac.
Alicia Blue on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, and YouTube
Rawkwardness on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube
Malcolm Clark Hayes, Jr - Put Your Love to the Test - Liberty Records
Northern Soul
Wall of Sound - Phil Spector v Grateful Dead
Long Strange Trip - Grateful Dead documentary
Pomona Valley, CA
The Wild Reeds - also from Pomona
The LA County Fair
Bob Dylan - Blood on the Tracks - The Hurricane - “This is like journalism”
Dead Poets Society English teacher
On the Road - Jack Kerouac
LA Weekly
Harvard & Stone
“Your body is not a coffin” quote
Mario’s mix tape highlights - Sweet Thing by Van Morrison, Mimi and Richard Farina, Long as I can See the Light by Creedence Clearwater Revival, The Needle and the Damage Done by Neil Young
Johnny Guitar Watson
1966 school teacher edition Rhodes - rescued from Los Angeles Community College
Eduardo Rivera - folk EP
CD Baby
Jason Goldstein, Jordan Ruiz - produced Bravebird in 2020
Lincoln Parish (Cage the Elephant) - produced new record
Hollywood Thai - Nong: the Thai singer who took her to buy her first guitar and taught her guitar
Queen of Echo Park
Lauren Ruth Ward - the Queen of Echo Park herself
Brian Ross - Elliptic Management - Alicia’s manager
Joni Mitchell - open D tuning
Suzie Chism - on Spotify - Suzie’s episode of Rawkwardness!
Lucinda Williams



Tuesday Jul 09, 2024
Ep.49 - Jillian Shea “My Sister is a Guitar”
Tuesday Jul 09, 2024
Tuesday Jul 09, 2024
This week Rose, Terence, and Tony talk to Jillian Shea about being a Disney kid, playing with her dad, writing with her boyfriend, producing her own short film, and singing with Sabrina Carpenter.
Jillian Shea on Spotify, Instagram, YouTube, and TikTok
Rawkwardness on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube
“The Noise” Short Film
“I Don’t Know” - 2020 - produced by dad
Walk the Prank
Godmothered
Les Miserables - Young Eponine
Crazy Fast theme song - Runaway
Tuning Fork
Crave Cafe on Ventura in Studio City
Meg Donnelly
Joshua Bassett
Jack Gray on Spotify
Tia and Jack on SoundCloud
Katelyn Tarver on Spotify
Berklee College of Music
Sabrina Carpenter
Waitress the Musical
Legally Blonde the musical
Ava King’s episode
Zeke and Luther
Kirby Buckets
High School Musical
Maddie Poppe
Andra Day
Hozier



Tuesday Jul 02, 2024
Ep.48 - Suzie Chism “You’re Done in This City”
Tuesday Jul 02, 2024
Tuesday Jul 02, 2024
This week, we’re back in Music City with Suzie Chism, talking about leading youth worship, trading CDs with boys at the skate park, learning guitar from an Elvis impersonator, and all the Nashville tea.
Suzie Chism on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, and YouTube
Til’ The Wheels Fall off - New single
Rawkwardness on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube
Suzie’s Hotel Indigo ad
Daddo Video - Pobrecita
No Dancing - Duke’s Nashville
Moseley
SUP
Waymore Guest House and Casual Club
Ace Hotel and Swim Club Palm Springs
Nikki Lane’s High Class Hillbilly
Hutton Hotel - Analog
Ella Vos
The Monthlies in Tucson
The Picture and the Frame - Rickett Baker
Santa’s Nashville
Yarrington, Nevada
Modest Mouse
Bouncing Souls
30 Seconds to Mars
Tsunami Bomb from San Francisco
Ali Wong - Skateboarders bit -Baby Cobra
Bay Area Hip Hop
Hyphy Scene
Andre 3000’s flute record
Shannon and the Clams - Suzie’s drummer on the new record Nate Mahan
Kat Hamilton - Guyville - Should Have Never Dated
Paul Cossette produced Suzie’s new record
Aimie Lovett Sommer



Tuesday Jun 25, 2024
Ep.47 - Low Hum “Terra Incognita”
Tuesday Jun 25, 2024
Tuesday Jun 25, 2024
Rose, Terence, and Tony chat with Collin Desha of Low Hum about his pedal board, Hawaiian culture, how a song can become bigger than the artist, and going to the unknown places. We also have a very exclusive deep cut from Collin’s high school band, Geronimo, and a beautifully stripped down version of “Hints,” from the new album “Terra Incognita.”
Buy Low Hum’s new album on vinyl
Low Hum on Spotify, Instagram, and YouTube
Only if You Say So video
Rawkwardness on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube
Vanaprasta on Spotify
Sun Drug on Spotify
The pedal board:
Echo Master by Death by Audio vocal pedal
“The Low Hum Sound” - Vaderin pedal - Germanium fuzz
Deco by Stryman - clean tone RE202 - Space Echo Boss
Digitech Whammy - Harmony with octaves
79 JMP
The Edge’s effects set-up
Eventide vocal processor - Julian Casablancas
Uniform Music
Mudhoney T-rex distortion
Last Gang Records
Jules de Gasparis - Edgar Everyone
Keveen Baudouin - Carré
Taylor Brown - Slip
Helen Desha Beamer - relative
Beamers slack-key guitar players - Keola Beamer - on YouTube
Anti-Flag
NoFX - Fat Mike, El Hefe
The Vandals
Raw Irons - Andy Irons surf video
Beastie Boys
Bad Religion
Taylor Steele - making a lot of the surf videos
Fenix TX
Squier Starter Pack
Total Request Live (TRL) - Carson Daly - Blink 182, Greenday, Nirvana
The Jackass era
The Bloodhound Gang - One Fierce Beer Coaster
Huntington Beach - Surf City, USA
Duke’s Huntington Beach
Duke Kahanamoku
Digi 002, Protools
Vincent Herbert
Stephen Wilkin on TikTok
Andres Villalobos of James Supercave
Cameron Dmytryk
Chad Carlisle
Joaquin Pastor - singer of James Supercave
Full Sail University in AZ
Wild Belle
Moonrise Campout - Betawave Studios
Matt Shores - Street Light Events
Warpaint
Jon Joseph - producer - Spotify playlist
The Bluestones
Stella Mozgawa - drummer of Warpaint



Tuesday Jun 18, 2024
Ep.46 - Andy Sorge (WYO) “I’m Out For More”
Tuesday Jun 18, 2024
Tuesday Jun 18, 2024
This week, Rose, Terence, and Tony talk to artist and composer Andy Sorge of landscape-rock band WYO about his home state of Wyoming, being mentored by Anthony Gonzalez of M83, finding his voice, and seeking inspiration in nature…and sometimes video games.
WYO on Spotify, Instagram, and YouTube
Down by the River video
June Gloom Fest - June 23, 2024
Rawkwardness on Spotify, Instagram, TikTok, Facebook, and YouTube
Ballpark Pizza
Call of Duty Russian Landscape
All Quiet on the Western Front
Anthony Gonzalez from M83
Brain Farm
Andy Irons: Kissed by God documentary
Lindsey Vonn: The Final Season documentary
Reason
Brad Wood - Producer
Ryan Bingham
Aphex Twin
Freak on a Leash - Jonathan Davis of Korn
Mom’s Spaghetti - Eminem
Pelle Hillström - session guitarist - Pelle’s Jazzmaster
School Night - Chris Douridas
Chris Douridas interviewing Jeff Buckley on KCRW
Avi Buffalo
Belly Up in San Diego
Mountain Resort in Jackson Hole
Samick bass
Gibson J45